Well, my honey is gone...he is doing great things in Africa on a mission trip with our church....I am so proud of him and can't wait to hear all that God has done and shown them.
BUT, in the meantime....I've been a little anxious at home by myself. Okay, that's not a totally true statement.
People, I'm scared over here!
It's okay...don't worry...I locked the doors, the alarm is on and I live in a safe place but there is just something different about having my husband, my protector home with me.
Last night, I ended up sleeping in my closet. Needless to say, I didn't get much good sleep. We were painting our bedroom so the blinds were down, so I didn't feel comfortable sleeping in there where everyone could see in...made me feel vulnerable. And, every other room in the house didn't make me feel much better. So, the best idea I came up with was my closet. Picture me....with my comforter and two pillows curled up like a baby in my closet! Yep, good times.
Tonight I got scared and my brother in law, Sean came over to walk the house and make sure there was not a "boogie man". We didn't find a boogie man, but he did help me feel so much more comfortable and he prayed with me before he left! He's such a great guy.
All of this may sound so dramatic to you...sorry! I don't like to create drama...but I'm just a big weenie. And, I was wanting to prove to myself that I am a big girl and I will be okay. Well, I have been okay..this is our 7th night without Greg, but I'm still a weenie.
So, here's the best part...Sean encouraged me to write down my feelings and let Greg know just how much I have missed him, how much comfort he brings me, how safe he makes me feel, and any other mushy gushy ways that I have missed him.
So, I am ready for my husband to come home. I miss him. I miss the comfort he brings me. I miss talking to him each day. I miss seeing his smile. I miss seeing him at the office. I miss our date night. I miss worshipping with him at church. And most of all, I am sad that I am missing out on a spiritual journey he is experiencing. He will have a changed heart...from what he has seen and experienced.
Greg, we are so proud of you and hope to be able to grow from your experience too! The boys miss you like crazy. Sutton was kissing a picture of you in his picture book today....we love you honey!
Update: This is Carrie, Laura's amazing friend. I am sitting in Laura's bed right now. It's 12:45 am. Yep, that's right. I came to spend the night with the weenie!!! My hubby will be gone soon so she will be returning the favor!!! I hate staying alone too.
Wohnzimmertisch Als Truhe
5 years ago
5 comments:
That was soooo sweet. That encouraged me to tell my husband, protector, friend, lover (hee hee) how much I love him and how much I need him! Great post. Sean is a good brother in law...what were you going to do if you DID find the boogie man?
I'm so thankful for my "sons"! We are missing you, Greg, and can't wait for you to return and tell us ALL you've experienced! Thanks to son Sean for protecting the Grunewalds last night! You'd better come sleep with us tonight! Love, Noonie and Papa
Wow, do I wish I were closer! Is it bad that I am used to being alone at night??? I do still miss Blake, don't get me wrong! I am so glad you are seeing more and more how much you need Greg. Not that you thought you didn't, but it's always good to be reminded of our blessings. Sometimes we get used to how great our husbands are and all that they do, not having them for a while sure makes us more grateful. Thanks Sean and Carrie for watching over Laura in the dark!
Laura, you aren't the only scare-dy cat! Chris works for Jesse sometimes on weekend events and there are nights that he doesn't get home until 2 or 3 am. I'm ok as long as I'm awake, making noise in the house and getting things done, so I stay up and wait for him. The nights when I try to go to bed without him, I leave lights on. :) Chris is thinking of going on the Russia trip for 2 weeks in the spring - AAAHHHH!
On a more serious note, I've just prayed that your reunion with your treasured hubbie will be wonderful and that he'll have the words to share with you all that he experienced. Love you! Jen
oh see this is why we are friends! I got scared just reading your post...and we won't go into what I've done when my big man leaves. I love the idea of writing down your thoughts for Greg. Praying for you all-doesn't he get home soon?
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